Here we go again. I almost forgot what it was like to feel absolutely shitty. Things have been good for so damn long, I’d forgotten what it was like to have every part of my life pumping me full of stress and anger. I wish I could just grow the fuck up and handle everything smoothly, but instead I have to be the stupid teen that I am, huddle up in a ball under the covers and cry. I don’t even know where to start fixing things. Everything fell apart so damn FAST. I barely even blinked, and all of a sudden everything and everyone is creating catch 22’s for me left and right. Ehhh. Oh well, I’ll get over it. This is, after all, only a tiny part of the life spread before me, and it will get better at some point here.